December 24, 2011

Christmas Spirit

I used to be upset that Santa wasn't real, but now that I think about it, the holiday has become so much more... it has become Christmas.  It's hard to see the real meaning of Christmas through all of the festivities, but this year that is truly what I want to focus on.  There are too many times where I let these days become about the traditions and gifts, rather than focusing on what this day is for.  
December 24th is the day we were given the greatest gift ever, the gift of a Savior and the gift of eternal life.  It is a day in which we can reflect on how our lives were completely changed.  We were hopeless sinners trapped in the cycle of sacrifices we could not measure up to.  Our Lord sent to us someone who would not only live among us, but ultimately die for us.  
Far too often we read these words and remember what the Bible tells us, yet we don't allow them to set in.  We don't take the time to realize how amazing our God is and how undying His love is for us.  We don't reflect on the fact that so many years ago a child was born to save us, it's not just a story but an actual fact.  
When I sit down and realize the blessing I have been given in my life, on top of the fact that I have a God who would do anything for me, I am overwhelmed.  I am so unbelievably blessed with an amazing family and friends, the school I have always dreamed of and opportunities of a lifetime!  Yet none of this would be possible without my God. I can give all the thanks I want, but it means nothing unless it goes back to the right person.  I need to remember that He has given all this to me and more.  I would also like to praise Him for the miracles I see Him do in my life everyday.  I praise Him for healing my brother and bringing him here for Christmas. It is so amazing to see my prayers answered and my worries blown away.  My God is a God who continues to work miracles of healing, not only physically but mentally as well.  I have seen Him move in someone exactly the way I prayed for.  
Thank you God for this wonderful holiday to reflect on all that you have given us.  To make us realize what a powerful and loving God you were and still are today!  Everything I learn only draws me closer to you, and everything I do I want it to reflect your light in me.  All I ask for this Christmas is to continue to grow in my life and the lives of the ones I love.  I ask you to continue to lead me with a strong heart, no matter where life takes me.  I thank you for being by my sides always, and for loving me through it all.

December 21, 2011

The Highs and the... no just Highs

Today we remember a beautiful girl who we lost exactly a year ago.  Today is a day we smile because we knew her and can live in those memories forever.  Today we laugh at the times we shared and remember that she would want nothing more than for everyone to love the time we had with her.  Today is not a day where I am sad, but a day where I celebrate her life and the glow she had living it.  Within a year her story of high spirits has spread across the country.  She reminds us to live for the day and appreciate what we have.  I want to thank you Holly for being part of my life and teaching me a lesson I learn from everyday.  In that I don't think of this as the day she left us, but the day where we commit to living a different way in her honor.  Her story is so powerful and I'm glad I can spread it.  
We miss you out on that dance floor Hol, especially last night.  We danced for fun just like we always did. Each step out of love for what we were doing, and in honor of you!  You will forever be part of me when I step out onto the hardwood and I wouldn't have it any other way.  I dance for myself and now, for you.  That we will always share.  
We will keep on lovin' life in remembrance of you Hol. In all the sparkle and fabulousness! Miss you and want you to know how truly blessed I feel to have known such an amazing girl!