I forgot how demanding and lonely college can be. It's been draining me down day by day. I really wish my family could be here with me. I know that's impossible, but it would definitely make things easier. Spending the past few weeks with them makes me miss them even more. I wish I could be stronger and not care that they are so far away, but that's not me. I'm all about my family and I've realized how hard it is for them to be so far away.
I thought it would be easy to bounce back into things, but that's not turning out to be the case. I'm hoping this will only last a week or so, but I know this is one of those feelings that will be hard to shake. I know I should be more thankful for being where I am today, but it's hard without the people I love the most by my side. For now all I can do is pray for strength to make it through the next day.
