It's on everyone's mind around this time of the year. And of course it's on mine as well. This is something I wouldn't say I've struggled with, but I definitely don't have that much luck when it comes to love. Now is the time where I wonder what is it like? It's a question that I would love to figure out, but I have to remember to be patient.
It's been much easier in college to focus on other things that don't pertain to love because I am so busy trying to figure myself out, but it's on my mind now. There's no pressure but from myself. I know there is nothing wrong with being single and I have embraced it so well, but there's always that element of wonder. I'm not worried about not finding love, I just want to find it. People say it is one of the best feelings in the world and I want to experience that just like any other girl. I guess I'm at the place where I'm single and I don't hate it, but I don't love it either. I know that I've been waiting for a reason and I have full confidence that God has someone great in mind for me, I'm just not ready for him yet.
As much as I want love, I am going to embrace the place I'm at right now because that's all that matters in the moment. I am finding love in the things and people I see everyday and I am content with that.
