It's one of those days where Holly is constantly on my mind. It's hard because I still don't know how to feel about it. It has been about 10 months and it's not as fresh, but for some reason I have been thinking about her a lot. She keeps popping up in my day, whether it makes me smile or want to cry, I'm glad to be reminded of her. Since she has passed away it has been amazing to see how many lives she has changed, yet in a selfish way I wish she was still here. Today has been a lot of wishing and wanting her to be back, but I know that she has brought so many love and happiness to people. Her life is constantly celebrated.
I try to love life everyday like she would have, but she made it look easy. I miss her and just knowing she isn't around drags a little bit of happiness out of my day. But I know deep down Holly would never waste her time being upset and that I shouldn't either. I am so thankful for the time I had with her and the opportunity our friendship had to grow. She was such a beautiful girl and still is. Keep on loving life Hol, you have touched so many lives with your story... Everyone around the world is sporting pink now!
