December 23, 2010

Matthew 5:4

"God blesses those who mourn, for they will be comforted."

It still doesn't feel right and I still can't believe she is gone. 
 I want all of this pain to end.  I want to stop asking myself "Why did this have to happen?".  I want all of the tears to be wiped away and gone.  I want her to be back home with her friends and family.  I want everything to make sense.
When will this tragedy have a reason?  When will I see the good out of this?  What if there isn't any? So many people are heartbroken and need these answers.  I can only continue to pray, for I know we didn't lose this fabulous girl for nothing.