December 22, 2010

May angels lead you in

Times like these are when it's hard for me to understand why God let's tragic things happen.
  Why does He end the lives of those who are so young?  I think of myself and what if my life ended now?  There are so many things left that I want to do, so many things I want to see, and so many people I have yet to meet.  It's devastating to see someone's life cut short and for their story to be left unwritten.  For those people around them to mourn for such a loss.  It seems so unfair for that to happen to people who didn't see it coming.  Completely unexpected and unpreventable.
Even though it's hard to take anything away from this besides grief, I now see that my life can be taken from me at any given moment and to cherish every second I have.  I will live my everyday to the fullest for those who couldn't.  

This is for Holly.  Though we haven't seen each other in a while, I will never forget you.  Dancing with you was such an honor.  I will always remember your positive attitude and bright smile.  When people say you lit up a room when you walked in, you really did.  You were beautiful and kind, and I always looked up to you for that reason.   As the holiday comes near I will continue to pray for your family.  May God give them strength and peace through all of this pain.  God has a plan for you and as hard as it is to accept you are in a better place.  

"And the Lord cares deeply when his loved one dies"
-Psalm 116:15


R.I.P. Holly
Have a dance with the angels for us, we love you.