April 17, 2011

Mixed Feelings

I am happy to be home for the summer, I've missed my family and few close friends! But I already know how much I am going to miss California and all of the wonderful people it holds.  It seems like such a long time to be away from a life I feel like I've been living for so long.  Yes, I will miss the beautiful weather and the ability to got to the beach, but I am going to mostly miss the company.  The friends I have made there are so great, and we share so much in common... I don't know how it will be being away from them for so long.  All I keep thinking about is these next two weeks, when I will have to say goodbye to my freshman year in college which was by far one of the best years of my life.  I honestly don't want it to ever end.  
So as I fly back for the last time at the end of this week, I know i must cherish every moment I spend with these people.  EVerything that has happened this year and every person I have met will forever be in my heart forever.  I will never forget this year and everything that has changed me for the better.  I am ready to create more laughs and good times in my last days in one of my favorite places in the world!  APU is such a blessing in my life and I couldn't imagine being anywhere else.
But I do want to thank the Lord for the amazing people He has at home for me.  I have wonderful parents who are dying to have me home, and a few close friends who I have missed immensely! They are going to be the ones who help me get through this summer. Either way I need to remember to enjoy everyday I have with my loved ones, no matter where I am.